Leftover Residue....
Just when you thought you did a top to bottom clean out of your house (temple). Whew I thought I was thoroughly cleaned out with past drama, past pain and past wounds. I was so much wrong and I must say that I am so grateful to have someone special in my life to open up to and allow the little girl in me CRY!
C.R.Y. (Cleansings Residue Yeah!), lol..I am filled with laughter however I will be serious from this point on.. See, recently I have been blessed to crossed path with a man that is TRULY GOD SENT! I must note it has NOT been an EASY road, however I will say that this is a man that I have prayed for and able to stand up to and stand firm with through the STORMS we have encountered in our spiritual realms. Okay don't get lost on me now. I will make it very clear.. We can read our Bible, go to church, preach to the choir and claim to be all together. However, if we don't have one person to speak life back into our spirits after making deposits to others, we will grow weak and become our own worst enemy. As much as I am an Npdendent Woman I too fall short and become under attack of my past trauma too. I thought after being out of a relationship with a man, me getting in line and building my personal relationship with my Heavenly Father, I just knew I had it together. Whew.. I had it together alright, for a season until God planted a Good Man in my path that was ORDAINED and I halfwayed received HIM!
Well, let me just say that the little girl came out the other day and I opened up to my ORDAINED MAN! I never in any of my past relationship felt so comfortable and safe to let go! When I look at my ORDAINED MAN I see LIGHT when he is talking with me and pulling my coat-tail! I don't see a man attempting to attack me spiritually, verbally nor physically. I witness a man that truly has laid down his own flaws and past trauma to me. As he spoke I felt as if I was looking in a mirror at myself. I teared and later cried,however I later in the day realized that the little girl in me was talking to the little boy in him. It's seemed to me to be a bit crazy for a second, however after asking him if it sounds strange to him, his response was just as Jesus would have responded, calm, cool and collective.
Today, I am truly bless to be loved, in love and trust in man to love me. Today, Dec. 25.2008 I don't have any LEFTOVER RESIDUE, I SIMPLY AM OPENED TO RECEIVE WHAT I HAVE PRAYED FOR AND THAT IS EARTHLY LOVE!
So if you have any leftover residue in your inner man that keeps you from recieving what God has for you, please I PLEAD with you to not look at the FLESH of a person however Stop, Look and Listen for the still voice that comes from that person. If their LIGHT (Living In God's Hands Today) is Bright then stay, however if their Presence is DARK (Deceiving All Righteous Knowledge) then RUN FAST to the CLOSEST EXIT!
I speak from experience and know that I am an Open Book.....Be on the look out for my Open Book (Untitled) coming soon!!!!! 2009 will be such a UNFORGETTABLE YEAR because I no longer have any LEFTOVER RESIDUE!!!
Much love and blessings to All
Respect Given Always,
Your Ndpendent Woman
Tonya E. aka Miss Right Now
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* I don't live nor walk for FAME, however I live and walk for CHANGE! *
