7 posts tagged “dreams”

Looking back in our past we wonder and at times shake our heads
We look at ourselves today in a different mirror at a time in our lives
Seasons has changed more than we have taken notice
However today we stand in a full grown body
But still sometimes feel like that little girl
Well my sister today you have been there and done that
Today I requested that our Heavenly Father release your blessings
Today let's celebrate your life journey for I stand as a testimony of God's Word
You my sister have OVERCOME much today
You need to know that it's time, yes it's time my sister for you to know
I LOVE YOU
Even though I am not always among you in the flesh
It's time my sister for you to know I am always with you
As you love God know you know me because
Today I am delivering God's message to you
It's time my sister to know YOU'RE AN OVERCOMER
Let's stand firm on God's Word
Trust and believe you too, is a Daughter of Our Father
It's Time My Sister, Sister It's Time
Let It Go, God is Fighting Your Battles
It's Time My Sister, My Sister It's Time

Tonya " Miss Right Now" E.
Written August 29, 2009
Copyrighted 2009

You bruised my heart again....
I sit and wonder your true motives from within
You wear your heart with a covering
Only releasing enough to receive deposits
Deposits of my agape love and planted good seeds
Bruising me when I deliver my blossomed seeds
Minimal attention is shown
A second of a smile
Then the LIGHT goes DIM
I asked God if he is sure you're the man he chose for ME
De ja u' I feel all over again
I extend my heart and keep my word
Only to be bruised again and banaged by the Word
Called " THANKS!"

Tonya " Miss Right Now" E. & Invisible Woman, Writer & Activist

I am told a man should not be alone
But rejects the woman that brings greatness
I am told that man can't live by bread alone
But when fed with spiritual food he refuses it
I am told when a man finds a wife he finds a good thing
But he turns around and misuse her
I am told that no man is perfect then,
Why when one ask for understanding they're criticized
I am told that false prophets will come
But when exposed they try to make you feel guilty
What I have learned from many storytellers is this....
One has to walk in Faith and by the Spirit
Because mankind will make you feel like a Convenient Store
They come to you at their own Convenience!
Hey, That's What They Say......

By Tonya " Miss Right Now" E.
Originally Written Jan. 1, 2009
Posted to Internet March 11, 2009

.....ERR.....HERE COMES A CURVE.. " LIFE " By Tonya E. (original written 12.14.08)

Have you ever noticed while driving or even a passenger in a car that the road looks straight?  Have you ever noticed that even when you're about to approach that curve the road still looks to be straight?  Have you ever noticed the roads you travel daily are buillt and structured just like LIFE?

Just in case you never really gave it any thought ~ let  me the first to introduce you to your journey of roadblocks.  Everyone goes through life with decision making, goals incorporated with big dreams, and visions of being the next millionaire.  Many of times one is not prepared to endure the curves that are setup to steer you out of your lane or steer you towards your next destination safe and sound.  See, each individual person has a road to travel and it's not always straight.  One has to become mature in their spirits, minds and souls to understand and take full charge of their steering wheel called " LIFE! "

Life is made up of many ingredients which you can't list them all on the back of your seasoning bottles.  However, you can sprinkle a little of this and add a little of that, but know that the measurements has to be right.  You must be sure you have added the right people, places and things at their rightful SEASON.  When you decide to do things your way without the RIGHT ingredients your roads will become curvy and LIFE will become complicated!

So before you get on the road to travel be sure you have your seatbelt on and your hands on the wheel.  Being confident and comfortable in your LIFE will make all the curves much easier to handle.  You will reach your destination safe and sound because all along you had the GREATEST INSTRUCTOR ~ Our Heavenly FATHER! 

" Proverb 12:25 Anxiety in the heart of man causes depression, But a good word makes it glad. "

Just when you thought you did a top to bottom clean out of your house (temple).  Whew I thought I was thoroughly cleaned out with past drama, past pain and past wounds.  I was so much wrong and I must say that I am so grateful to have someone special in my life to open up to and allow the little girl in me CRY! 

C.R.Y. (Cleansings Residue Yeah!), lol..I am filled with laughter however I will be serious from this point on.. See, recently I have been blessed to crossed path with a man that is TRULY GOD SENT!  I must note it has NOT been an EASY road, however I will say that this is a man that I have prayed for and able to stand up to and stand firm with through the STORMS we have encountered in our spiritual realms.  Okay don't get lost on me now.  I will make it very clear.. We can read our Bible, go to church, preach to the choir and claim to be all together.  However, if we don't have one person to speak life back into our spirits after making deposits to others, we will grow weak and become our own worst enemy.  As much as I am an Npdendent Woman I too fall short and become under attack of my past trauma too.  I thought after being out of a relationship with a man, me getting in line and building my personal relationship with my Heavenly Father, I just knew I had it together.  Whew.. I had it together alright, for a season until God planted a Good Man in my path that was ORDAINED and I halfwayed received HIM!

Well, let me just say that the little girl came out the other day and I opened up to my ORDAINED MAN!  I never in any of my past relationship felt so comfortable and safe to let go!  When I look at my ORDAINED MAN I see LIGHT when he is talking with me and pulling my coat-tail!  I don't see a man attempting to attack me spiritually, verbally nor physically.  I witness a man that truly has laid down his own flaws and past trauma to me.  As he spoke I felt as if I was looking in a mirror at myself.  I teared and later cried,however I later in the day realized that the little girl in me was talking to the little boy in him.  It's seemed to me to be a bit crazy for a second, however after asking him if it sounds strange to him, his response was just as Jesus would have responded, calm, cool and collective.

Today, I am truly bless to be loved, in love and trust in man to love me.  Today, Dec. 25.2008 I don't have any LEFTOVER RESIDUE, I SIMPLY AM OPENED TO RECEIVE WHAT I HAVE PRAYED FOR AND THAT IS EARTHLY LOVE!

So if you have any leftover residue in your inner man that keeps you from recieving what God has for you, please I PLEAD with you to not look at the FLESH of a person however Stop, Look and Listen for the still voice that comes from that person.  If their LIGHT (Living In God's Hands Today) is Bright then stay, however if their Presence is DARK (Deceiving All Righteous Knowledge) then RUN FAST to the CLOSEST EXIT!

I speak from experience and know that I am an Open Book.....Be on the look out for my Open Book (Untitled) coming soon!!!!! 2009 will be such a UNFORGETTABLE YEAR because I no longer have any LEFTOVER RESIDUE!!!

Much love and blessings to All
Respect Given Always,
Your Ndpendent Woman
Tonya E. aka Miss Right Now
www.stopcussin.com
www.missrightnowinc.com
* I don't live nor walk for FAME, however I live and walk for CHANGE! *