6 posts tagged “marriage”

Would I be called selfish because I sealed my heart to love again
Would I be called selfish because I now choose to stay to myself
Would I be called selfish because I now refuse to share my wisdom and knowledge
Would I be called selfish because I pulled out of a false friendship of another's deception
Would I be called selfish because I hear from God without going into the building many call Church
Would I be called selfish because I recognize ones tricks and I turn away
Would I be called selfish because I love myself enough not to be hurt again by ones broken words and promises
Would I be called selfish because I picked up ones bad habit of being selfish
I am just asking because I read somewhere God is against SELFISHNESS
But we call ourselves CHRISTIANS a.k.a. CHRIST-LIKE
Living with the forbidden characteristics of SELFISH!!!

Tonya " Miss Right Now " E.
www.missrightnowinc.com

You bruised my heart again....
I sit and wonder your true motives from within
You wear your heart with a covering
Only releasing enough to receive deposits
Deposits of my agape love and planted good seeds
Bruising me when I deliver my blossomed seeds
Minimal attention is shown
A second of a smile
Then the LIGHT goes DIM
I asked God if he is sure you're the man he chose for ME
De ja u' I feel all over again
I extend my heart and keep my word
Only to be bruised again and banaged by the Word
Called " THANKS!"

Tonya " Miss Right Now" E. & Invisible Woman, Writer & Activist

Please note that all these words and the message are being delivered from my Inner Spirit a.k.a The Invisible Woman. I am God’s vessel just delivering His Word and News! We pray that you receive what is meant for you!

 The phone is ringing next prayer just got through by you..You called God, he answered and gave you results, now God is calling you and he is receiving the Deaf Tone!!

Isaiah 8: 16-22

16 Bind up the testimony,

Seal the law among my disciples.

17 And I will wait on the LORD,

Who hides His face from the house of Jacob;

And I will hope in Him.

18 Here am I and the children whom the LORD has given me!

We are signs and wonders in Israel

From the LORD of hosts,

Who dwells in Mount Zion.

19 And when they say to you, ": Seek those who are mediums and wizards, who whisper and mutter," should not a people seek their God? Should they seek the dead on behalf of the living? 20 To the law and to the testimony! If they do not speak according to this word, it is because there is no light in them. 21 They will pass through it hard-pressed and hungry; and it shall happen, when they are hungry, that they will be enraged and curse their king and their God, and look forward. 22 Then they will look to the earth and see trouble and darkness, gloom of anguish; and they will be driven into darkness.

Whew, Lord if you can hear me please help me with this trial and tribulation, I will do what you want me to do for you. I mean if I could only get this job to take care of my family then I will serve you always. Lord if you can just bless me with a new car or that house I love so much I will serve you always. Lord, if you would just bless me with a husband or wife that can understand me and work as a team to make a difference, Lord I will serve you always. Oh Lord, I know I ask for much but I know you will not ignore me because you’re my Father. God, do you hear me calling you, I am asking you all these things in Jesus Name. That is what I was taught in Sunday school, from my Pastor and what others has told me. I mean they said ask in Jesus Name and I will receive, well I am doing that right now so I am expecting you to answer my call! - Does this sound familiar?

My Daughter/Son I have heard your prayers and I will grant you your request because you came through my only Begotten Son Jesus Christ. Here is that promotion, new job, new house, new car, your own husband, your own wife, and that Church building you ask for to speak my Word! Now go on and be prosperous in my Name! Don’t forget to tell others where your blessings came from, okay! Um, let me call my daughter/son that has made that promise to me that he/she will serve me always since I have been gracious and willing to answer his/her call of prayers. Huh, that is weird, why am I now getting a deaf tone? Where is my child that promised to serve me and love me as Much as I Love him/her? Oh okay, I AM their Maker, Giver, and Father! Do they not realize that when I call and they become too busy and give me the deaf tone they are setting themselves up for STORMS and TROUBLE WATERS! No other gods, comes before ME! Do you remember ME ? I am your Heavenly Father that answered your prayers and call when you were in need! Now I am calling you into your CALLING to serve me and to deliver my message and you’ve chose to become DEAF, BLIND and again DUMB!

My children near and far, please listen and read the words that are being broadcasted. You're in a time where entertainment is no longer entertaining. You're in a time where lost souls are asking for answers however being misused outside of my WORD for selfish gratification. You're in a time where my TRUE PROPHETS are being challenged again because they refuse to live their lives as a LIE, however speak of every word of TRUTH, my WORDS! We are in a time where FALSE LEADERS of MINISTRIES has perverted my WORDS and made them into WITCHCRAFT! You're  in a time where so many of my children are doubting my WORDS of me telling them in time of trouble or distress, know that " I WILL NOT LEAVE NOR FORSAKE YOU! "  You're in a time where people are quick to put the blame on another, however refuse to take that STAND of being STEADFAST! You're in a time where people are not marrying for the sake of MY LOVE, however for the sake of ONES SELFISHNESS! You're in a time where our children are being pushed outside their childhood and brought into adulthood as soon as they are able to talk and walk. You're  in a time that education is being put back on the auction block for the highest bidder. You're in a time where God is not being the head of the homes, nor schools, however mankind stealing their position without being Appointed, Anointed nor called from God. You're in a time where people are hungry for bread, water and housing, but being denied.  You're in a time where I tell my children to walk in Confidence, however their walking in Cockiness!  You're in a time where so many are losing their FAITH because of the worldly circumstances. I tell and ask you , because you're in these times, " Do you honestly feel you have been the best child God has created?" Have you broken your promises to our Father to fit your needs for your own satisfaction? Have you served him always after getting your prayers answered? Has God ever given you the DEAF TONE when you called?

You're living in a time that the Manuel to LIFE has already written, but is being tainted. If you’re for asking for the TRUTH and answers today, LOOK UP to the skies, KNEEL DOWN on your knees and raise your hands up HIGH and ASK HIM GOD YOUR FATHER to direct your pathway! God wants everyone to build a personal relationship with HIM! When you know HIM, mankind can’t fool you nor take authority over your MIND! The Church buildings are under construction! Many are CALLED, but only a few have been CHOSEN! God will never send you to a place of DIVISION NOR CONFUSION!

If you would just answer HIS CALL ~ YOU’RE GUARANTEED TO HAVE ANSWERED AT THE RIGHT TIME TO BE APPOINTED, ANOINTED AND HIGHLY FAVORED!

IT’S TIME TO STOP LIVING IN MANKIND TIMING HOWEVER IN GOD’S TIMING ~ THE TIME IS NOW FOR YOU TO BE STEPPING INTO YOUR CALLING!

Your Phone is Ringing will you answer it now or ignore it again? The choice is YOURS!

Written by Tonya " Miss Right Now" E. & The Invisible Woman
April 3, 2009 Approximately 6:30 A.M.
Copyrighted 2009

I've been down this road before the streets are still built with curves
The sidewalks of distractions called cracks
If I am not careful I may twist my ankle
Whoa, I don't want to feel that pain again
Oh look the signs of life the traffic LIGHT
Red for STOP, yellow for YIELD and green for GO
How dare I say I wasn't warned before
I took the freeway of believing in another and their words
When I made that U-Turn I drove into more storms of trials and tribulations
As I approached the new road my LIGHT directed me back on my RIGHTFUL LANE
I thank God for keeping his hands on my steering wheel
His way is the road that is Curve Free
His words will always keep me feeling Care Free
My Salvation is not FOR SALE even when I have to drive on the Street Named LIFE

Written By Tonya " Miss Right Now " Ellington
March 13, 2009

* This is dedicated to everyone that drives on the street named LIFE! *

Good day and Happy Love Weekend,

I pray all is going well with everyone even though there are some storms brewing and are falling.  I just wanted to leave you with a brief words of encouragment and that's Don't Let The Media Be Your Breakfast.... I say that because like many of you I too do a quick drop in on what is being broadcasted.  As I dropped through this morning before reading my spiritual food the WORD and a piece of toast my real Breakfast, I tuned into the news.  The first thing that appeared on my screen was the airplane crash that occurred in Buffalo, New York claiming 49 lives and then the withdrawal of Republican Nominee Secretary of Commerce, sorry I forgot his name that fast. Anywho, my point is if we allow the Media to be our Breakfast instead of Your Spiritual Belief, Positive Energy and the Smile upon your face to have been granted another day to make a difference, you would have invited ILLNESS to upset your morning.  Your illness can consist of a stomache, headache, heartache, bad attitude, grumpy and anything other that will make you miss the mark of being Happy for BREAKFAST.

I pray for all those souls which has crossed over to their final destination and I ask God to bring comfort to their families, friends and associates.  As far as the withdrawal of the Secretary of Commerce, well in my opinion I say THANK YOU.  As many media people are calling our President Obama cabinet in a state of trouble, I prefer to disagree.  I will say that when dealing with REAL PEOPLE that are NOT CROOKED, the enemy has to FLEE.  Business will not go as ususal as it had in the PAST.  What is being broadcasted is simple, the GOOD vs the BAD!  Everyone has the right to their own opinion, indeed.  No two people will ever agree on EVERYTHING.  However when one is being coaxed to go against their belief their mask will be revealed.  President Obama and his cabinet will not allow anyone that is not truthful in his space.  He has every right to give everyone an opportunity as he did with the Nominee Secretary of Commerce.  There are no losers on this menu.  Every customer has their choice to pick their meal.  If the customer is not satisfied with their order then they too have the right to send it back.

So as I stated in the beginning, Don't Let the Media Be Your Breakfast, however let your Breakfast be your GIFT. 

I send many blessings to everyone this weekend.  I believe in LOVING EVERYDAY, HAPPY LOVE DAY TO EVERYONE!!!!!

Respect Given Always,
Tonya E. aka Miss Right Now
* I don't live nor walk for FAME, however I live and walk for CHANGE! *