9 posts tagged “women”

Have you ever heard oh I UNDER(STAND) you and what you're going through?  Have you ever felt that you have always been Mis-UNDER(STOOD)?  Have you ever said to someone else oh I UNDER(STAND)?  Well, a couple of weeks ago, the word UNDERSTAND became so embedded within my spirit that I had to ask Lord, what is it about the word and why are you bringing this to my attention? 

For many that have become familiar with my Calling and my Position, should now know that I AM whom God has CALLED ME TO BE!  UNIQUE, DIFFERENT and of course a CHOSEN ONE!  I don't profess to be nothing more of WHOM GOD has created me to be, and I have to speak on HIS BEHALF when DIRECTED!  So as our topic is titled, DO (U)NDER(STAND), is not to be asked from the definition of Webster's, however of God's Word and Order.

So, I ask that you follow me as I reveal what has been placed within my spirit to share with you today.  We have all been taught to communicate within our native tongues and speak of words and it's definition from a dictionary.  However, for so many us we do not take the time to find it's origin because we're either not asked or because we just speak to one another without being questioned of our chosen words of communication.  So just like you at times I have not questioned many words, but I have always had a special way of looking at words and breaking them down out of the norm meaning.

As I asked several people in my current and past space what the word meant to them, they in turn all had given me the same meaning.  Remember we will only know what we have been taught in the norm (physical) being and not much of the out of norm (spiritual) being.  After each person gave me their definition I had delivered this to them, we don't really UNDER(STAND) one another unless we have been able to go UNDER aka Endure, Experience, Be Judged, and Persecuted Under the ROOT of ones issues and only then be able to STAND in the gap for one another.  Only then can ONE REALLY UNDER(STAND) another, because they too have been there and done that, and not just by simply being able to say the WORD but be a TESTIMONY of the same ISSUES.

See, we are quickly to listen and hear from each other issues, however many people we speak to have not and would not go UNDER the ROOT of our struggles and be able to STAND as a TESTIMONY of showing that we did not get THROUGH all on our OWN STRENGTH.  There was always someone BEFORE us that went down UNDER like great small petite, however strong woman of God Harriet Tubman when leading her fellow slaves to FREEDOM through her tunnel called the UNDER(GROUND) RAILROAD.  Take another example for you to UNDER(STAND) where I am and where we all need to go, is whenever a car is in need of repair, the first thing the mechanic must do is go UNDER the HOOD of your car to give you a diagnois of your car issues, whenever one is BAPTISTED they have to go UNDER Water to be cleansed of their sins.  So now when you're asked, "  DO (U)NDER(STAND)," you will really take a second to stop and think before replying yes I DO (U)NDER(STAND)!

We are living in such a perilous time that we don't have time to waste with our WORDS nor EMOTIONS!  If we can't be open and honest with each other then we need to take more time out by OURSELVES TO MAKE CHANGES WHICH WILL LEAD US TO HEAL.  Our words we speak should not be based on Websters' definition, however they should be thought and spoken from our HIGHER POWER defintion.  I, know my HIGHER POWER as being my HEAVENLY FATHER, my SAVIOR JESUS CHRIST and my bodyguard my assigned HOLY SPIRIT! 

It's time we began to REALLY UNDER(STAND) so that we all can become UNDER(STOOD) in our perilous days. 

I thank you dearly for taking the time to read my blog, and I pray that our message has been a blessing to you as it has been to me!!!!

Respect Given Always,
Your Ndpendent Woman
Tonya " Miss Right Now " E.
* I don't live nor walk for FAME, however I live and walk for CHANGE! *

We Declare NOT 1 MORE YOUTH~TEEN~CHILD be killed by the
HANDS of their PEERS
We Declare NOT 1 MORE be intimidated to join
Any gangs to make them walking targets
We Declare NOT 1 MORE be Rebellious towards their Creator~Parents~Authority
We Declare NOT 1 MORE be Denied the Best Education
The Country has to Offer
We Declare NOT 1 MORE become Victim to
Spiritual~Mental~Physical Abuse
We Declare Today for GREATNESS to be SHED OVER ALL CHILDREN from STATE to STATE,
COUNTRY to COUNTRY,
COAST to COAST
TODAY WE DECLARE WE LOVE EACH OTHER REGARDLESS of ONES RACE, CREED, RELIGION OR MAKE UP
Today We Declare a BREAKTHROUGH of BREAKING ALL STRONGHOLDS of ISOLATION, MANIPULATION, LIES,
FALSE PROMISES, FALSE TEACHINGS, and DECEPTION
TODAY WE DECLARE VICTORY!

 These words has been Spoken Also Declared From
Founder Tonya " Miss Right Now" E. & Her Assigned Holy Spirit
of Stop Cussin Campaign
Oct. 2, 2009

Proverbs 22:6 Train up a child in the way he should go,  And when he is old he will not depart from it.

As the world turns, things are beginning to repeat
Light-skinned vs dark-skinned is back on the block
I thought growing up in the 70's was the end
But unfortunately the devil has shown his head again
Words are being tossed all in the media
Our younger generation can't finish one mission without negative
Interruptions overshadowing their dreams
Light-skinned vs dark-skinned shouldn't be, blame it on the men
Blame it on us women for falling into the model media scheme
And wishing to be like the air-brushed faces, bodies and images
I quite frankly am loving Me in my dark-skinned temple
Whatever color I put on this fully grown temple compliments Me
My skin-coca chocolate full figure hips brings the colors alive
Why should I question my BEAUTY when I make the SUNSHINE smile
It's not my fault that my so-called brothers can't appreciate this coca chocolate bar
I walk with confidence because GOD has named me a Star
So the next time you see a colored woman in your path
Don't be quick to turn your lips
Because it just maybe that same colored woman
That saves you before you make a painful slip
Beauty Is Skin Deep!!

Tonya " Miss Right Now" E.
Written September 27, 2008
Copyrighted 2009

* Everyone has their preference, however it's the ignorance of one when they think the hidden treasure is on the outside of a person's skin.  Be sure to check the inner person, I guarantee you there will be a difference! *

Looking back in our past we wonder and at times shake our heads
We look at ourselves today in a different mirror at a time in our lives
Seasons has changed more than we have taken notice
However today we stand in a full grown body
But still sometimes feel like that little girl
Well my sister today you have been there and done that
Today I requested that our Heavenly Father release your blessings
Today let's celebrate your life journey for I stand as a testimony of God's Word
You my sister have OVERCOME much today
You need to know that it's time, yes it's time my sister for you to know
I LOVE YOU
Even though I am not always among you in the flesh
It's time my sister for you to know I am always with you
As you love God know you know me because
Today I am delivering God's message to you
It's time my sister to know YOU'RE AN OVERCOMER
Let's stand firm on God's Word
Trust and believe you too, is a Daughter of Our Father
It's Time My Sister, Sister It's Time
Let It Go, God is Fighting Your Battles
It's Time My Sister, My Sister It's Time

Tonya " Miss Right Now" E.
Written August 29, 2009
Copyrighted 2009

Would I be called selfish because I sealed my heart to love again
Would I be called selfish because I now choose to stay to myself
Would I be called selfish because I now refuse to share my wisdom and knowledge
Would I be called selfish because I pulled out of a false friendship of another's deception
Would I be called selfish because I hear from God without going into the building many call Church
Would I be called selfish because I recognize ones tricks and I turn away
Would I be called selfish because I love myself enough not to be hurt again by ones broken words and promises
Would I be called selfish because I picked up ones bad habit of being selfish
I am just asking because I read somewhere God is against SELFISHNESS
But we call ourselves CHRISTIANS a.k.a. CHRIST-LIKE
Living with the forbidden characteristics of SELFISH!!!

Tonya " Miss Right Now " E.
www.missrightnowinc.com

You bruised my heart again....
I sit and wonder your true motives from within
You wear your heart with a covering
Only releasing enough to receive deposits
Deposits of my agape love and planted good seeds
Bruising me when I deliver my blossomed seeds
Minimal attention is shown
A second of a smile
Then the LIGHT goes DIM
I asked God if he is sure you're the man he chose for ME
De ja u' I feel all over again
I extend my heart and keep my word
Only to be bruised again and banaged by the Word
Called " THANKS!"

Tonya " Miss Right Now" E. & Invisible Woman, Writer & Activist

I've been down this road before the streets are still built with curves
The sidewalks of distractions called cracks
If I am not careful I may twist my ankle
Whoa, I don't want to feel that pain again
Oh look the signs of life the traffic LIGHT
Red for STOP, yellow for YIELD and green for GO
How dare I say I wasn't warned before
I took the freeway of believing in another and their words
When I made that U-Turn I drove into more storms of trials and tribulations
As I approached the new road my LIGHT directed me back on my RIGHTFUL LANE
I thank God for keeping his hands on my steering wheel
His way is the road that is Curve Free
His words will always keep me feeling Care Free
My Salvation is not FOR SALE even when I have to drive on the Street Named LIFE

Written By Tonya " Miss Right Now " Ellington
March 13, 2009

* This is dedicated to everyone that drives on the street named LIFE! *

I am told a man should not be alone
But rejects the woman that brings greatness
I am told that man can't live by bread alone
But when fed with spiritual food he refuses it
I am told when a man finds a wife he finds a good thing
But he turns around and misuse her
I am told that no man is perfect then,
Why when one ask for understanding they're criticized
I am told that false prophets will come
But when exposed they try to make you feel guilty
What I have learned from many storytellers is this....
One has to walk in Faith and by the Spirit
Because mankind will make you feel like a Convenient Store
They come to you at their own Convenience!
Hey, That's What They Say......

By Tonya " Miss Right Now" E.
Originally Written Jan. 1, 2009
Posted to Internet March 11, 2009